tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57621862012-01-27T15:58:33.871+08:00Eiderdownhttp://twitter.com/eiderdownEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.comBlogger5971100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-63097617895723980822010-10-24T13:50:00.001+08:002010-10-24T13:50:56.709+08:00New site!Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-81551383842194590542010-10-24T12:57:00.001+08:002010-10-24T12:57:53.294+08:00
Sometimes people wonder why we are only given 24 hours in a day.
I prefer to marvel at how having 24 hours in a day still gave me enough time to spend with you.
:)Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-71574990484260128352010-10-22T21:07:00.002+08:002010-10-22T21:25:36.001+08:00My relationship with golf is so real, sometimes it scares me that I'm actually in a REAL relationship with it.Never before have I experienced so many emotional ups and downs in one relationship. It's amazing how I think of giving up one day, only to find myself wanting to compete for the rest of my life the next day.I learn so much from it. I may not be near the best golfers out there, but being Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-58869227200699751212010-10-06T18:23:00.002+08:002010-10-06T18:25:46.168+08:00HelloJust to make my plans more concrete, I shall publish my 10 year plan here:Age 23-28: Work my ass off and earn as much money as possibleAge 28-30: See what I can do with my golf and fulfill my dream of playing it for a living for a while. And take up a part time MBA course.Age 31-33: Go back into working and start on a business plan, maybe rear some babies and start a family. haha.Age 34: Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-6634405183561973522010-05-30T13:36:00.002+08:002010-05-30T13:41:25.554+08:00Funny how the first rap I've ever composed in my life is so melancholic.It hurts to know we have caught a dead end,Like as though this broken heart can never mend.I'm torn in two just like that you had to leave,And by myself I'm here feeling so naive.Guessing this is life we still have to survive,Knowing what could have been made me feel so alive.I've never felt so comfortable with anyone before,Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-4970021001692039902010-04-07T09:57:00.000+08:002010-04-07T09:58:08.333+08:00exams next week! zzzzEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-91547406840386690612010-02-03T12:24:00.003+08:002010-02-03T12:26:34.087+08:00Hello long time no post! But anyway! hello.I didn't really like 2009, filled with a lot of negatives apart from golf (2009 was a good year for golf i think). So here is to a better year ahead!Checked out some movies and these are the two i MUST find some time to catch this month:The Blind SideBrothersPrecious (if its out)All three are serious movies. And all three are really good.Anyway I need toEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-42109822859811173892009-12-01T00:48:00.000+08:002009-12-01T00:49:04.204+08:00This may sound a bit off coming out from my persepective, and a little random too, but here is what I have to say. I just think that I don't realise how lucky I am to have a boyfriend like Q in my life.Stinky me. And I'm saying this here because I'm just too paiseh to tell him up front and I think I would probably make him blush. But if he so ever happens to see this i'd just like to let him knowEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-3790921558126751922009-11-30T19:15:00.000+08:002009-11-30T19:16:17.498+08:00alright we've just got one more paper to go. And that is tomorrow. Hurry up already!Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-861864963054847712009-11-21T22:21:00.002+08:002009-11-21T22:21:50.759+08:00I am procrastinating and i'm rather irritated with it. But its okay. Because studying is for losers. haha yes, i said that.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-12893844425375517182009-11-08T17:42:00.000+08:002009-11-08T17:43:08.522+08:00what am i doing.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-67455898469068269742009-11-08T17:28:00.000+08:002009-11-08T17:29:00.699+08:00i feel so stupid.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-69922852682973806862009-10-27T10:30:00.002+08:002009-10-27T10:40:01.712+08:00yay my presentations are all over for this semester.and i have to add that i just completed one of the most challenging projects i have ever come across in my life and pulled through it. The process was really irritating but after everything and looking back, it was well worth it. In fact, I do not really care if I get a good grade or not, because the going through the whole experience was in Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-11716589188869960052009-10-22T22:55:00.002+08:002009-10-22T23:28:25.038+08:00It has been one year! And this is what I have to say about that:this wasn't easy, let's just be upfront about it. We can't say that we had the greatest one year. We can't say that we are perfect for each other. We've had bumps to fix (for u) and dirty laundry to clean (for me)you say u have been a lousy bf to me, but I can't say that I was spectacular on my side. we hate fairy tales, we don't Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-63293186604416659692009-10-11T20:57:00.002+08:002009-10-11T21:03:04.055+08:00Thank you to those who were concerned. I'm feeling somewhat better now. Apologise for the prior post. Sounded like a suicide note. Sure felt like it to a certain extent. But I'm fine now.This weekend was a good break. I almost followed through with staying in bed for 24 hours (ended up to be 17). Because I have to get back to reality these coming weeks, I guess I have to try and bury whatever Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-29429291187524884012009-10-09T23:16:00.002+08:002009-10-09T23:20:00.199+08:00I just want to lie in bed for the next 24 hours and wallow in self pity. I don't care anymore. I'm falling apart. Everything is a disaster. I just don't want to do anything. I give up. I've officially lost myself. I'm just throwing everything away now. It's all in the drain. All my hard work. I lost all sense of worth. I'm just. I just suck right now. Bye.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-16567319797235354322009-10-04T16:56:00.001+08:002009-10-04T16:58:14.835+08:00Oopsies it's been a while huh.I guess there's nothing much to talk about. Just found yet another valley in these mountains. Sian la sian.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-43355282994752738662009-09-19T10:36:00.002+08:002009-09-19T10:37:40.993+08:00Since I'm in the financial mood and accounting swing of things, I found this video rather amusing.Embedded video from CNN VideoEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-55180567822117724202009-09-19T10:05:00.003+08:002009-09-19T10:22:41.695+08:00It has been a while.That is because I have been busy to the bus tops (if there is ever such a term). I have never had so many consecutive late nights (six to be exact) for as long as I can ever remember.It is really quite mentally and physically draining. But somehow I don't really have a problem with it, and I guess it is because I see myself at the ends, working at some place which requires me Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-58125427654533734302009-09-08T23:42:00.000+08:002009-09-08T23:48:25.459+08:00Okay.This is officially my last post as a teen.It is quite scary to know that every post in here was written by me as a teen (Okay, not all. Some people have written in here once or twice).Anyway, yes.I shall reflect on my teen life in a sentence: It has been a pleasure to experience living life to it's fullest, always knowing the world is SO much bigger than me and there will always be Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-41838608892861471992009-09-05T22:13:00.003+08:002009-09-05T22:17:44.667+08:00I wonder at which point of this semester I would find everything much better and not so suffocating and constipating.Today, on the other hand, was excellent. Today has brought back some meaning to a weekend, ie, not having to see school. Today has helped me to realise that there is another side to a stressful life and I do not have to entirely focus on the stress, because it will not be worth it Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-36475714214106573352009-09-04T21:17:00.003+08:002009-09-04T21:19:58.772+08:00Spending so much time out this week has given me less time to shit. Which is really annoying because you just feel so clogged up and constipated and the stress just builds up and you just cannot do anything about it. You feel like shitting but you sit in there and nothing just wants to come out and you get even more annoyed and tell yourself you have to wake up earlier the next morning to try andEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-55662840868365317362009-09-02T11:17:00.002+08:002009-09-02T11:21:18.175+08:00It is certainly rather annoying when your dreams incorporate school in them, when what you want to do is escape school work by sleeping.You dream that you wish for a laser printer for your birthday. Because the inkjet printer you have now cannot print your school documents properly, and having a laser printer in your room will make life easier. The dream was so real that when you woke up the nextEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-36554035618639053042009-08-31T11:12:00.002+08:002009-08-31T11:23:33.486+08:00I think I am breaking out. ARGH shit to you, stress.Ethics class makes me wonder what I am doing in accountancy. Well at least I'm thankful to be exposed to my right brain despite accountancy being a dominant left brain subject.RAHR I think I am breaking out.Yeah with school that has just started, it is certainly rather stressful and work is piling on. I've got to try and find a balance very soonEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-14081378503610866692009-08-24T22:33:00.000+08:002009-08-24T22:59:11.771+08:00School has started after a four month long break.Must say that I am trying my best to get into the groove of things. Doesn't help when the school portal is taking ages to load. I just hope I don't crash and burn during my 6 hour long day tomorrow (yes, 6 hours straight).Somehow the ones close to me have all of a sudden moved further away from me physically proximity wise. Gonna take a lot of Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-1573045367631669442009-08-07T21:15:00.000+08:002009-08-07T21:17:00.083+08:00this is a happy post. : )For once, I have won an event that lasted more than 3 days. I am so happy. But this is only the beginning. I need to work hardddddddEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-12385775870070857842009-07-16T19:36:00.003+08:002009-07-16T20:34:23.357+08:00Sigh.First of all, for the record, I post stuff here when I'm down. So, if you think I am a sad person, I really am not. It's just that when I am happy and content I don't post.Okay so anyway, sigh.Because of competitive golf the past 5 years or so, I feel that I am unable to have a super close friend that i can be super close to. And that is because I haven't let myself make enough time for my Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-34250564781487474402009-06-28T19:24:00.002+08:002009-06-28T19:26:06.509+08:00It's just so unfair.Competing is in my blood. It can't be taken away from me just like this.It feels like someone just snatched my most prized possesion away from me. Right in front of my very eyes. It's just too depressing.Sigh. : (I really want to go.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-25719611633799311202009-05-21T16:02:00.001+08:002009-05-21T16:03:23.235+08:00I hate to admit this, but I actually miss school.I'm bored to tears. TEARSSS!!!!!Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-43922099418356703162009-05-19T18:31:00.002+08:002009-05-19T18:34:18.927+08:00For the benefit of my boredom, here goes:A hazy day is a lazy day,A cloudy day is a shroudy day,A sunny day is a funny day,A rainy day is a zany day,and A fair day is a rare day.Made this up in the course of my nap.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-53227549550679282772009-05-10T18:28:00.001+08:002009-05-10T18:30:20.688+08:00I crushed my catcus last night. And the fine thorns stuck to my skin and the worst part was that I couldn't really remove them properly.I don't know why I'm talking about this.Oh well.Happy Mothers DayEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-56216288924103589072009-05-09T10:18:00.002+08:002009-05-09T10:21:30.096+08:00Tonight is a full moon night. I wonder where I can take a good look at it. Hungry I am. All this exercise has finally increased my metabolic rate. I'm happy. I'm overally a happy girl. :)Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-16121888593125940302009-05-08T12:17:00.003+08:002009-05-08T12:19:47.686+08:00There's this thing about Korean music. It is actually quite addictive. Like in a dancey way. It just makes you want to break into a dance whenever you listen to it. HAHA lucky the people who will suan me about this won't read this post. : )I have finally understood and seen the light and I'm really quite happy about this. I can't exactly disclose what exactly, but let's just say that I went to Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-50735281459787535682009-05-07T12:28:00.003+08:002009-05-07T12:35:46.621+08:00I feel so blah about all this scholarship frenzy. Sigh. I don't even feel like applying for them, but my parents want me to. They say it's for my resume.But the thing is, I'm really not very eligible for all these scholarships. I'm really not that great. I may be a national athlete, but not a great one. How is that going to overlook my terribly mediocre results (which I cannot get access too at Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-2768660693880715212009-05-05T08:57:00.002+08:002009-05-05T09:00:44.124+08:00Why am I so masochistic? Why can't I just be happy?Why do I not fail to create drama in my life?Why can't everything just be simple?Why.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-5654315390595392722009-05-03T18:24:00.002+08:002009-05-03T18:29:00.044+08:00We went to watch the sunrise the other day and this was the nicest picture I got. I'm slowly adjusting to this life. I guess I've been so easily worked up these days because I didn't really had anything else to stress about, ie studies. Other than that, I've nothing much to say.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-51593122493571032562009-04-30T18:46:00.003+08:002009-04-30T18:58:29.385+08:00As you can see I've been super angsty these few days. But I really can't help it. They just keep coming at me like a bullet train. Just that the train is slightly longer than it should be.I went all the way down to Comm Center to fix my iPhone because the wifi was wonky. It wouldn't work at any hotspot. So what they did was that they replaced a brand new one for me. Tested it out at the Center Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-73782297940953819492009-04-30T11:35:00.003+08:002009-04-30T18:46:26.741+08:00Oh. My. Goodness.All of a sudden, I'm feeling so panicked. Not because of the fact that I am still not done with my second article (I'm not worried because I really have quite a good story to tell). Not because I have forgotten to take my antibiotics (I will get to that soon).It's because. I am scared. I'm so scared that I'm finding it quite hard for me to catch my breath. So many what ifs are Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-52104073828097053672009-04-29T16:16:00.002+08:002009-04-29T16:21:33.834+08:00I'm glad to say that I'm finally done with. One. Article! And I have two more to go.I'm happy that I'm at least done with school and have nothing else to worry about other than completing my articles and just chilling with the people I love.I've been feeling rather crummy the last few days, but it's just the change that I need to adapt to. I mean, after all, I have to say that I am rather good atEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-21453392534940439532009-04-26T15:05:00.002+08:002009-04-26T15:09:26.791+08:00You know what I'd really like?I really, really, REALLY would love someone to spoil me with many chocolates. Because chocolate really makes me happy. Okay maybe I won't use the word spoil, but maybe surprise. I love surprises.I just want to be spoilt once in awhile. Is that too much for a girl to ask for?Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-7602555898401895942009-04-25T08:21:00.004+08:002009-04-25T08:32:16.996+08:00Ooh bother. Just completed the SLGA Amateur Open. Certainly took me by surprise to finish fifth and top singaporean. Something to be happy about I suppose.But, I quote this from a newspaper, "Singapore's Stephanie Loi shot a poor 78 to finish fifth, a shot behind Hongkong's Ginger Mak and Taiwan's Chen Szu-han." A poor 78? Poor? How about my 71? Why did you just arrow my 78 and make it sound likeEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-75622704206114170362009-04-09T23:03:00.001+08:002009-04-09T23:04:11.837+08:00This blog has a history of six years.My whole teenage life can actually be seen here. That's actually quite cool.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-57501893700557010812009-04-02T20:59:00.002+08:002009-04-02T21:12:51.334+08:00I'm sitting in the professor's chair and it feels good. One of the tallest chairs that I have sat on.I thought I would have a clean record of not having to stay in school past 9pm this semester. But today, the last night of this semester, is the night i'm staying in school past 9pm. :(First time today, too that I cried over a particular issue. Cried in my room and while driving to school today. Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-80841072513823543632009-03-25T21:14:00.002+08:002009-03-25T21:21:25.957+08:00Okay hello.I just discovered a new sense of peace in my life. And that is not to go online.I've decided not to log in to MSN tonight, something which is routine for me every night when I turn on the computer. Initial reason why I didn't want to log in was just to focus on my work. And this has done more wonders than i had expected. Lying on my bed for a break, this overall sense of peacefulness Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-4229236213749632172009-02-09T21:57:00.002+08:002009-02-09T21:58:07.453+08:00helloand so i didnt qualify. but i wasnt as hurt as i was last year. which is good. i enjoyed myself and its just cos i got unlucky.i'll just accept it as a sign that its not my time yet hehe.: )Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-70139654879677728312009-01-31T15:48:00.002+08:002009-01-31T15:49:37.260+08:00wow.i didnt know i had that much bottled up in me.never have i cried so much. ever. in my entire life.wow.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-33497362648023567942009-01-16T21:38:00.000+08:002009-01-16T21:40:28.748+08:00preparations for HSBC are going well.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-50391131006125864202009-01-10T14:17:00.003+08:002009-01-10T14:25:41.497+08:00Today is the first time he told me that he loves me. And my heart smiled. : ) And is still smiling. :)Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-77809003025593371012009-01-08T08:06:00.002+08:002009-01-08T08:10:09.649+08:00Creativity is technique and perserverenceWE have to be patient and ready to capture opportunityFor the right answers to come: we need to train our technique and place ourselves in a place with potential to do so.Creativity is about breaking the pattern in your own way.Creativity won't happen if you are afraid of mistakesProblem becomes opportunityCreativity is about finding the right perspective.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-74964259382304890212009-01-05T22:29:00.002+08:002009-01-05T23:16:40.347+08:00okay hello this is the first time in gazillion days im updating.because i know no one ever sees this anymore, i will just vent here.i wished everyone could just not ask me what i plan to do in the future.i wished they wouldn't say, u better think what u want to do in the future NOW or its too late.i wished that they don't tell me what's best for me, because they wouldn't know what makes me Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-75342341292463646142008-03-28T20:51:00.000+08:002008-03-28T20:52:43.156+08:00Ulimate sex song (not literally of course) !!!!!!! LOVE IN THIS CLUB by Usher. omgggggg.anyway. aiya nothing much la. just golfing everyday! haha. : )Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-18861410391691804512008-03-03T19:40:00.002+08:002008-03-03T19:49:50.413+08:00if i could, i only wanna make you smileif u would stay with me a while. Hi friends The past week was busy. I had training from kindergolf, to learn how to teach kids and in the weekend i got to see how it goes. The kids were smaller than i had imagined, they're really cute. It rained all weekend so i didnt get to go outdoors to see how the class was conducted. My job is to take the kids out on Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-19100120962794849842008-02-20T18:15:00.002+08:002008-02-20T18:23:02.750+08:00Stop and stare,you think you're moving but you're goin nowhere.Okay okay updating time.Philippines turned out quite sour. But learnt a few lessons and coming out stronger(again).Gonna be playing a few tournaments at least from now till may. Pretty excited for the australia one coming up in april. Will be in Adelaide for about half a month!Driving's coming along well. 4th day of lesson and I'm Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-46754468066973731362008-01-24T22:42:00.000+08:002008-01-24T23:05:22.267+08:00can't waste time just give me a moment Hello. My powerpacked week is doing very well. I PASSED basic! oh yeah balls. Next step is SATs. And i really need to find a job. Driving is super expensive. Was window shopping today and the more i browsed the more depressed i became because i see all these things that i am tempted to buy but have to restrict myself due to the exorbitance of driving. Sigh, Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-48018471528498492552008-01-21T19:35:00.000+08:002008-01-21T20:24:47.725+08:00Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-40656351760790892912008-01-21T19:09:00.000+08:002008-01-21T19:32:14.094+08:00but i don't care what they say, i'm in love with youthey try to pull my away, but they don't know the truth Hello, Whats up HOMIES. This week is a powerpacked week. I've got basic, SATs and people to meet! So funnnn. Today however was quite not powerpacked. Just stayed home all day. And studied. No excercise, feel abit heavier haha. Oh well at least i'm training tomorrow. Okay today was rather Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-83881038019879358662008-01-19T09:04:00.000+08:002008-01-19T09:11:05.322+08:00Hello,Leaving for philippines on the 27th for a tournament.I just realised how busy i will be this coming week. Like seriouslyyyyyy busy. I have to study for my basic theory driving test on thurs, SATs on saturday and also train for philippines and pack. Sighsigh kalapai. And shop for birthday presents. I seriously have no idea how I'm going to do all these this coming week. And shop for chinese Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-91207178971689106322008-01-17T08:31:00.000+08:002008-01-17T08:49:07.449+08:00For the first time in a million kazillion years, i'm updating.Okay I'm updating because i guess its reflection on life time.Yesterday i've learnt one of the painfulest life lessons that i can ever learn. But after a long hard look at myself and after talking it through with friends and family, i've finally come to accept this loss and learnt to move on. Though it will get really hard when i'm Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-34860722106717814542007-11-30T10:17:00.000+08:002007-11-30T10:18:52.766+08:00OFF to the states! : )Will be back on 13 dec! BYE.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-12838086036353171562007-11-21T10:30:00.000+08:002007-11-21T10:44:48.163+08:00h m m w h a t ?i believe in memories, they look so,so pretty when i sleep and when i,when i wake up you look so,pretty sleeping next to me.Wow. i'm updating after a super duper long time!Okay well, its alright because nothing much has been happening. just the usual, studying and bumming around and trying to squeeze some time for golf. Today's the last day for me to do what I've been doing the past 2 months. Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-15973675664625993722007-10-09T23:12:00.000+08:002007-10-10T00:35:18.187+08:00can we bring yesterday back around,cause i know how i feel about you now.i was dumb, i was wrong, i let you down,but i know how i feel about you now.i want you back.not a day passed me by,not a day passed me by,when i don't think about you.and there's no moving on, cause i know you're the oneand i can't be without you.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-8770086333406670942007-10-08T20:53:00.001+08:002007-10-08T20:53:35.081+08:00grah. i put on weight.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-15306896412692857312007-10-02T22:25:00.000+08:002007-10-02T22:55:11.214+08:00here i belong with you tonight,like being in love, to feel for the first time.Hello.Past month (ie september) update:its been greatbirthday was unusual, but good in a sensei'm now legal, but havent done any scandalous things yet woohoo. though i did try abit of whiskey at home just now, it was sooooo bad.prelim results were so so so, lots of work to do though i'm wasting my time here. but i Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-40235340313236590462007-09-17T20:34:00.000+08:002007-09-17T20:43:57.346+08:00t a l eYou're the only one I ever believed in The answer that could never be found The moment you decided to let love in Now I'm banging on the door of an angel The end of fear is where we begin The moment we decided to let love in I am addicted to this song now. : ) With so many things going through my mind right now its good to have this song in my head cos it takes away some of my worries. But, Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-35708861858640984022007-09-04T09:31:00.000+08:002007-09-04T09:44:46.340+08:00when i hear my favourite songi know that we belongu are the music in me. What have i been up to lately? nothing much really. just playing here and there and having some fun before i get my prelims results. : ) Hope everyone has fun this holiday!Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-20094108658742397442007-08-27T21:49:00.000+08:002007-08-27T22:21:02.485+08:00s t r e n g t h it's always better when we're together,we'll look at the stars when we're together.I'm just very disturbed by the ongoing Greek forest fires. So much damage has been caused in the span of 2 days. What took years, even decades to build just goes down in 2 days. Maybe there's a reason for it to happen. Maybe God is reminding us how fragile we are, and just with a blaze of fire, everything that we Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-80238543068424893132007-07-30T19:11:00.000+08:002007-07-30T19:34:17.352+08:00o n eoh, what you do to me.Are you proud? How do you sleep while the rest of us cry. How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say good bye. How do walk with your head held high. Can you even look me and the eye, and tell me why.Good mood day today. : )Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-63145907699222636562007-07-26T20:11:00.000+08:002007-07-26T20:27:18.728+08:00r a i nmaybe it rains because you are sad,and you wish that you weren't mad.but maybe it isn't insanity,it could've been meant to be.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-53467284237447107482007-07-25T00:20:00.000+08:002007-07-25T00:26:29.071+08:00b a l l smaybe we're not that big after all.RAHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. oh my tiannnnnn. i cannot absolutely cannot tahan this study like mad thing. I'm not used to staying up past 10.30, let alone doing work AFTER 10.30. I'm supposed to be at my 25th question now. and low and behold i'm 7 question short and stuck at my 18th. : ( I'm so sad. I'm kinda wide awake but I just CANNOT continue Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-45933024238825122052007-07-22T21:52:00.000+08:002007-07-22T22:09:19.688+08:00n o p eforever's gonna start tonight, forever's gonna start to..Tomorrow marks the beginning of mug for prelims for 3 weeks. And lose some weight in the process. Today was meeting debbie in church and having tauhuay with her afterward happy day. Following that was lazing around at home all day day.You should see my mug for prelims for 3 weeks timetable. Its colourful. The only way that can get me to Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-2932099961388448652007-07-21T22:07:00.000+08:002007-07-22T22:08:39.648+08:00I know they say if you love somebody,You should set them free.But it sure is hard to do,Yeah, it sure is hard to do.And I know they say if they don't come back again,Then it's meant to be.But those words ain't pulling me through,Cos I'm still in love with you.I spend each day here waiting for a miracle,But it's just you and me going through the mill.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-89262312582569738802007-07-21T22:01:00.000+08:002007-07-22T22:08:28.382+08:00It's hard for me to say the things, I want to say sometimes.There's no one here but you and me, And that broken old street light.Lock the doors,We'll leave the world outside. All I've got to give to you,Are these five words when I Thank you for loving me.For being my eyes,When I couldn't see. For parting my lips,When I couldn't breathe. Thank you for loving me, Thank you for loving me.I never Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-10120885491698118152007-07-21T21:46:00.000+08:002007-07-22T22:08:10.107+08:00I guess this time you're really leaving, I heard your suitcase say goodbye. Well as my broken heart lies bleeding, You say true love, it's suicide. You say you've cried a thousand rivers, And now you're swimming for the shore. You left me drowning in my tears, And you won't save me anymore. I pray to God you'll give me one more chance, girl .I'll be there for you, These five words I swear to you.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-85046281910364477092007-07-21T17:41:00.000+08:002007-07-21T20:58:31.386+08:00s t a n dand if you leave me nowyou'll take away the biggest part of meoooooooh no baby please don't go.Always almost there, but almost don't cut it. Its make or break. I won't let myself break this time round.Time to wake up and stop indulging in self pity. It ain't the end of the world. God has a reason for everything. And I've finally found His reason for this.Rest and relax for this weekend. FollowingEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-55224054791089865042007-07-19T19:46:00.000+08:002007-07-19T20:06:09.335+08:00d o n t c r yto be by your side, i'd do anythingThe thought itself makes me shudder. Needs abit of getting used to now. Okay I'm typing lines and deleting them after typing them. I've probably typed 5 lines before this and cleared them off.Prelims are coming. I suppose I can start focusing. For the next 4 months, maybe things can happen at the right time after all. Sucks, but thats how God wants it to be I Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-58187290941343274012007-07-18T21:19:00.000+08:002007-07-18T21:25:24.329+08:00s h e k n o w sshe's going home with me tonight.It hurts. It hurts to see you worry. But I can't. You won't understand. Would you ever?Anyway that aside, I'm studying bio. And the prospects of me completing this chapter by today seems highly unlikely.Shittiest week ever. Everything just needs to happen at the wrong time. Is it how its meant to be?At least I received a piece of good news today. But it involves Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-89376416304363737172007-07-14T22:07:00.000+08:002007-07-14T22:19:32.478+08:00Just a random urge to comment about this:I think its quite funny how they love to name their natural disasters.So I did a little research on it, and found out that:Hurricanes names are chosen from a list selected by the World Meteorological Organization. The Atlantic is assigned six lists of names, with one list used each year. Every sixth year, the first list begins again. Each name on the list Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-7777913280645863642007-07-14T11:07:00.000+08:002007-07-14T11:14:48.663+08:00t o d a yif only for today,i am unafraid.Caught abit of the flu last night, but now I'm fine. Took this really lethal medicine which knocked me out almost immediately after I consumed it.I recommend the book, The Undercover Economist by Tim Harford. Its good, really. I'm reading it over again. And I don't usually do that. So grab it while you can.I've got a cut on my right hand. I wouldnt really say a cutEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-86742753671593349622007-07-11T21:10:00.000+08:002007-07-11T21:21:17.530+08:00standing on top of the hill,just the two of us, just perfect.Hellllooooooo. Seriously don't know what to update on. I was made to do this! : (I've got a nice colourful pen. I love it.I've been drinking so much water lately. I would say the purpose of that but maybe not.Its health week in ACJC. And monday there was a competition to come up with catch phrases to promote health week. We came up withEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-23162798746260902882007-07-07T09:21:00.000+08:002007-07-07T09:26:21.861+08:00wish i didn't have to count,the closer it gets,the harder the pain sets.Today is Live Earth day. I hope everyone will wear green, because that would be fun. I'm wearing green for sure. : )Will update later, gotta go for training yo.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-19960346757028039382007-07-05T20:06:00.000+08:002007-07-05T22:10:00.447+08:00f i n eAnd I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you,Each one a line or two,“I’m fine baby, how are you?”.Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough,My words were cold and flat,And you deserve more than that.Haha maybe I'm abit lousy at softball. Just picture this: the ball's perched on top of a cone the height of my waist. I'm at my 5th attempt, and I have yet to have my Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-83391644669264817512007-07-03T21:07:00.000+08:002007-07-04T18:29:11.406+08:00k e e ptold you i'll be here forever,know we'll still have each other,you can stand under my umbrella. WOAH. I'm rather tired from gym. But can't beat what I went through last wednesday. Now THAT was the bomb. Yeah after gym jolene gave me a ride back, it was my first time sitting in her car yo. She dropped me outside her place. And I made futile attempts to flag a cab. I had to cross the overhead Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-39363035614223545032007-07-02T14:51:00.000+08:002007-07-02T15:04:07.155+08:00d e c i d eBaby I will wait for you,If you think I find it just ain’t true.I really need you in my life.No matter what I have to do,I’ll wait for you.Okay, so maybe today's game wasn't great. But I think I need a break from all the breaking 80s right. Hehe that's to comfort myself. After all it was blue tee, 6500m. This week's intensive training. Don't worry! You should see what I'm doing this saturday man.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-19095216872407914662007-07-01T21:43:00.000+08:002007-07-01T22:16:02.313+08:00t r a n s f o r mso now you tell me,does anyone really care at all?If you think about it, what exactly is love?Ask yourself that, and think if love is really worth giving to people whom u know won't return it.I'd say yes.Love is patient, love is kind.It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.Love does not Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-26527057434560952592007-06-25T20:22:00.000+08:002007-06-25T20:23:57.553+08:00HI KIDS.its the end of my golfing travelling road. its now back to reality. will continue training but i have to mug as well. (just not today yet): )ASEAN schools was good. came in 4th individual.okay hokay BYE.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-33860074335739094152007-06-14T17:44:00.000+08:002007-06-14T19:08:55.639+08:00f l o s sThere's only you in my life, the only thing that's right.You're every breath that i take, every step that i take.i want to share all my love with you. no one else will do.and your eyes, they tell me how much you careoh yes you will always be. my endless love.u mean the world to me.oh how i wish. i cannot wait to go back to school. i miss wearing the uniform, ha. i miss all my classmates. i need Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-6196575359124036752007-06-06T21:23:00.000+08:002007-06-06T21:40:05.289+08:00P o i s o n !OKAY! FINE. I WILL UPDATE YO. closer, closer, lean on me now, lean on me now.Hello long time no blog! The reason why I haven't been updating is just cos i've been rather caught up with SOOOOO many things the past few months. And like some stuff that I want to say can't be said here too, so I just don't bother, you know what I mean.OKAY anyway. Where shall I start. ITs too far back for me to thinkEiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-66204280411138762132007-05-21T16:58:00.000+08:002007-05-21T16:59:15.740+08:00Jonnyboy. I LOVE YOU baby. We'll qualify for ASEAN schools together alright.: )Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-57026375730301505062007-05-09T21:02:00.000+08:002007-05-09T21:06:54.689+08:00Hello,I'm maybe happier abit, cos I finally found myself, getting there seeing the light abit. Monday's training did pay off. Phew.Okay, I thought I could come up with a long post, but I suddenly lost my train of thought. Oops.This blog is degenerating. I dunno how to save this. AHHHH. : (Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-1089743548285184142007-05-03T21:19:00.000+08:002007-05-03T21:22:29.756+08:00g o o dI can do it. : )I can I can!Just a few bad rounds, I'm sure the next one I'll be good. Just practise smarter ok? : )In case many of you have no idea what I'm talking about, its alright you don't really need to know. : )Just know that we are one happy family.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-67472436092654935482007-04-13T20:40:00.000+08:002007-04-13T20:55:58.322+08:00y oI may not be the brightest nor am I the last one you’ll seeBut as long as you notice, that’s just fine with me I've got a B for PW. Haha. Thats all I can think of right now. : )Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-23647412797282224962007-04-10T20:53:00.000+08:002007-04-10T22:50:05.297+08:00o hshow me who you really are, deep down inside.Okay I was supposed to update like a few hours ago and I guess I got distracted by vectors. Its kind of driving me crazy you know? Oh well its okay.My friends have noticed that I've been rather quiet lately. I don't really know the exact reason why. I guess it could be because school's getting more and more demanding, and the time is drawing near. I Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-1337889830196951662007-04-06T19:45:00.000+08:002007-04-06T20:07:01.502+08:00c h a n g i n git's too good to be trueGood Friday is over in about 4 hours. I'm craving for chocolate but I'm only going to wait till 12 midnight. Okay? okay.Do homework! I seem to have a never ending flow of it. Wooohoo.BYE.Oh. And Thailand was a bad experience. Yuppp.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-37207169058379436372007-03-25T11:16:00.000+08:002007-03-25T11:19:06.370+08:00h e l pHi.This ain't a good sign.Yesterday: trained from 10am to 6pm in the freakin hot sun. Started puking at 8pm, 9pm, 10pm, 12am and 2am.Whatever I'm consuming, my body's rejecting.My stomach is officially empty now.Fever of 37.5 degrees C.And if I have a fever I can't board the plane. Help.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-1537476540040291912007-03-21T19:13:00.000+08:002007-03-21T19:45:37.125+08:00m e m o r yi have nothing if i don't have you.Helloo. Bio today was alright? I guess. I mean its not that I could answer all the questions, but at least I attempted all of them, some of which were utterred crap but its ok I guess. I'm happy I could do the essay question so my life is content as far as Biology is concerned.3 down, 1 to go. Kudos to Sammie and Sarah and everyone else who have finished their Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-55761110506757941632007-03-20T17:27:00.000+08:002007-03-20T17:37:49.740+08:00c r a pwhy can't we just rewindCurrent mood: Helluva Whining shitass mood.AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. : ( I can't stand it. I screwed maths up. How can 2kPIE become 2koverPIE. Whine whine WHINEEEEE.2 down 2 more to go. Bio and Chem.I'm quite annoyed. But its just terms. It doesn't matter. As long as deep in my heart I know how to do the question, I'm safe. And we all know that I'm saying this for the purpose of Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-24212690826461534312007-03-19T20:03:00.000+08:002007-03-19T20:11:39.740+08:00s u m m e r l o v ei feel something happening, could this be a spark?Hello. One down, 3 to go. : ) I did my best today, and lets see how far my best can bring me. Wahaha.Maths is tomorrow. I have yet to do binomials and partial fractions. So what you waiting for? : )And I just realised that tomorrow's paper is at 2 not 1. I sure do hope I don't get the time wrong or it will be ultimate disaster. I might as well Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-51709728830941577582007-03-18T18:29:00.000+08:002007-03-18T18:49:58.943+08:00w h a t u pcos i've got you.Hello. Term exams start tomorrow. Alot of things going through my mind now.Its just a week. I should be used to it but i'm so totally not. Cousin and family coming over tonight. Tomorrow's econs. What are the 4 macroeconomic goals my friends?Price Stability, Healthy and sustainable economic growth, Low unemployment, Healthy Balance of Payments and Stable exchange rates.That may Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-49041341765108249312007-03-17T21:30:00.000+08:002007-03-17T21:31:11.784+08:00Looks like I won't be going to the states after all.: (SADSADSAD.Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5762186.post-55906728226475990142007-03-08T19:22:00.000+08:002007-03-14T22:04:15.313+08:005 0 0This is my 500th post.Wow? I guess so.Feeling rather ojnrlkgnj now.I'm sorry I didn't go school today!Tomorrow: last school day of term 1.Term 1 2007 was quite an eye opener to everything.Its about time I wrote one full solid paragraph aye.Okay. Well past few weeks have been fun yet unfun at the same time. I'm aware of the fact that I have been rather lazy (lazier than usual, at least). But I'm Eiderdownhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07683021399751553401noreply@blogger.com0